Hating but Loving [Child Abuse Story]

[-=rooty987=-]

[Opening]

I lifted my head, off my tear stained pillow. Yet another sleepless night of tears and pain. I stood up, my legs feel weak, slits in the back of my knee. I stumble in front of the mirror, staring – silently staring. Looking at myself, so ugly, so pathetic. Bruises from what he had done – my father. I hate him – yet I love him.
Razorblades lay on my bedside table, he hurts me – so I hurt myself, crimson blankets
on my bed, crimson thoughts in my mind, such a world of pain…

[Chapter 1]

I stir my breakfast, stirring, stirring, he stands there. Looking at me, full of rage – yet I had not done anything. His demon eyes fixed on me, moving slowly to my breakfast bowl. He slowly hovers towards me, his footsteps – so deadly. I freeze, don’t move, he fixes his hands on the back of my head. My head submerges into the bowl – I can hear him shouting.
‘GO ON! EAT IT!’ He screams. I gasp for breath, but I only inhale milk and cheerio’s. He lifts my head out of the bowl, I feel ashamed, why is he so mad with me? What have I done? Why does he hate me? These thoughts cross my mind everyday.

You guys liked my last story, so i started another. Should i carry on with it?

rate ect

Love Dan
xxx

[Janumz]

Wow, that's fab Dan.. well done.. Yes, I think you should carry on with it =] 10/10

[=Jen=]

Kinda sounds like my dad, cept the cutting thing.

my father. I hate him – yet I love him.

continue it!!!! +Rep

[Jinxxed]

Wow that's great, continue it

[=Sean...]

I am really starting to think you are some 37 year old trying to find a "special" friend.

If you are really 12, see a doctor.

[Janumz]

I am really starting to think you are some 37 year old trying to find a "special" friend.

If you are really 12, see a doctor.

He is 12 - I've seen him on webcam and done voice.

And why should he see a doctor? =/

[-=rooty987=-]

I am really starting to think you are some 37 year old trying to find a "special" friend.

If you are really 12, see a doctor.

? I'm 12, and what the hell are you on about?

Love Dan
xxx

[Jinxxed]

I am really starting to think you are some 37 year old trying to find a "special" friend.

If you are really 12, see a doctor.

Actually I think your the one who needs to see the doctor, get your facts right :eusa_hand

[-=rooty987=-]

Thanks people!
Love dan
xxx

WOO 900th POST

[Yayse]

wow!! please carry on with it ^-^ seems brill so far! 10/10