All my poems

[!star--girl!]

These are all my poems i made in english...

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Poem 1:
this is the story of a girl
the happiest girl in the world
always the one with a friend
the girl who would always lend a hand
the one who would dry your tears
and chase away your fears
turn your grey skys blue
when you didn't know what else to do
she'd do anything for you
but when it came to helping herself
she never knew how
she turned to razors and ropes
the only way she knew how to cope
at night she'd cry alone in her bed
remembering what everyone had said
"what a happy girl you are
bright smile upon your lips
what a bright young mind you have
and gorgious flowing brown hair that flips
with the turn of your head"
what a lie all of that is she thought
my smile is a cover to hide my heartache
my mind is hurting me its slowing going to rot
and my hair is the very attribute i most hate!
she never knew why she felt this way
she never understood why she always hid
all her pain, hate and guilt
for her confidence maybe?
she's done so well for it to be built
now she would worry no more
she dryed her eyes took one deep breath
contemplating which way she'd like best to go
how should she go about her death?
a rope, a gun, a knife?
all weapons to take her life.
she took one last look at the girl
everyone seems to love
stared into the mirror
at the reflection
of deceiveing perfection
feeling like she had
no more strength to go on
she reached for her knife
to finally end her painful life
in her chest the blade went
choking and caughing
on her very own blood
she fell to the ground
wishing and pleading to be found
she was realizing what she had done
when it was all to late
"what have I done?
I'm not ready to go
I still have way too much
to go through,
I'm too young to die
please don't let me die.
why did I do this?"
This is the story of a girl
that everyone thought
was the happiest girl in the world
tortured to death inside
haunted by depression in her mind
no-one seemed to realize the way she felt
and now for her its too late
her life is over not able to clear the hate
this shouldn't have been her fate.

Poem 2:
Nobody wants
To dance with the beautiful girl
Nobody thinks
That she is really beautiful
She runs her tongue across her
painted lips
Touches her hair, and
Smiles from her safe place

Nobody sees
The thoughts of the beautiful girl
Nobody knows
The place where she is hiding
She doesn’t seem to notice as they
All stand back
Her dress slips off her shoulder
She’s dancing on the
Dance floor all alone

Nobody likes
The scars on the beautiful girl
Nobody wants
To see the pain that clearly
She lets them show like patchwork
Foreign patterns on her body
They make a startling contrast
With her sharp stilletto heels

Nobody dares
Get close to the beautiful girl

Poem 3:
two dead girls
walking the line
breathing, just barely
living a lie
the both of us
her and me
i know i'm dead
and so is she
i bleed, she screams
we torture ourselves
she is fading fast
i am already gone
will anyone see
the blood on the floor
will anyone hear
the echoes of screams
of two dead girls
long long gone
don't cry for us

Poem 4:
I was happy with her...
I felt she was mine...
She was mine forever...
It was fine...
To hear what they said after she died...
Now i lost her forever...
I need her...
For ever and ever and ever...
I wish someone could bring her alive...
And wake her up!

Poem 5:
SHE was always the one with a friend,
SHE never felt sad,
SHE hurts people but they still like her,
SHE is not nice,
SHE is the one who's the owner of the popular group,
SHE was nice,
SHE was my best friend

Poem 6:
Never, i hate that word thats flying in my mind,
Why can't Never, just fly away with the wind,
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When i love someone i will 'Never' get an answer,
And then i think: 'Its Always her,'
-
She is the most beautiful girl, and she will 'Never' get ugly,
Never, is still flying around me...
Why don't they see, shes not kinder then he.
-
When i read a story about my life, then i pray:
'Let me be that beautiful girl that everyone loves so i can say: please let me be nice...'
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The next day this happened, she sayed the words i wanted to hear,
Now she isn't my biggest fear...

Poem 7:
A girl,
Crying on her bed,
Crying and asking why her father is dead,
Everyone hates her, thats what she thinks,
But that isn't true.
They say:
Evryone loves you!
But that isn't right she says,
I don't want evryone to like me,
I'm like honey and you are the bee,
She wants everyone to see,
That she's not perfect.
She has long blonde hair and beautiful lips,
She always gives other girls tips,
But one day she could not take it anymore,
She took her knife,
And she ended her painful life,
The next day, she was found,
Dead, on the ground.

Poem 8:
Why don't I like the girl I see
The one who's standing right in front of me
Why don't I think before I speak
I should have listened to that voice inside me
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
To say the kind of things I said last night.
Why did I let you walk away
When all I had to do was say I'm sorry
I let my pride get in the way
And in the heat of the moment I was to blame.
Mirror Mirror lie to me,
Show me what i wanna see...

Poem 9:
I thought you and me for ever,
How could i know you ment never,
Me, crying on my bed,
Remembering what you said,
You said the words i didn't want to hear,
You, ending our love was my biggest fear,
Me, still crying on my bed,
Remembering what you said,
You said you never want to love me,
You said you would leave me,
For ever and ever,
You said: Me loving you? Haha NEVER!
I always thought me and you for ever...
How could i know you ment never...

[Yayse]

awwwwwh they're all really suicidal and depressing! still, very good ^_^ 9/10

[!star--girl!]

thanks