I dont know ://

[Chris] · 01-11-2009, 02:47 AM

Ok, well.. I dont really know where to start here.. For quite a while now, i've been going into quite bad Bad moods.. I dont know whats causing them but its started effecting my friends.. now, i dont like being like this, but i cant help it.. Like, some days i can be happy, everythings fine, but others, i'll be happy - Then it'll just drop.. Now i've found that when im in a bad mood i've started to become really really cruel and have violent thoughts about anyone whos ever done anything bad to me in the past, And people in the present..

This is also effecting my schoolwork, I just cant do it :s I mean.. Its there in my head.. It just doesnt happen, i've tried and tried but i just cant seem to do it.. But i know for a FACT that i can do it..

I dont know whats wrong with me.. Im starting to hate myself EVEN more.. :/

Could anyone shed any light on this?

graffiti · 01-11-2009, 02:50 AM

Take it out on the people that hurt you in the past give em a right good smack

[Chris] · 01-11-2009, 02:54 AM

Originally Posted by graffiti

Take it out on the people that hurt you in the past give em a right good smack

thats the thing.. I would, But i prefer NOT to fight and make it all worse, Because.. My school..

If i started a fight it'd be like.. 30 on 1

And the things i'd want to do.. Like.. really violent and that :/

**Misawa** · 01-11-2009, 03:24 AM

Ever feel like killing an animal?

[Chris] · 01-11-2009, 03:25 AM

Originally Posted by Misawa

Ever feel like killing an animal?

No. People.

RandomManJay · 01-11-2009, 09:53 AM

Probably go see a GP if your worried. I can't really think of what it could be, but I know exactly what you mean, I felt like that quite a few times of the last few months, it passed with me so it might pass with you. But yeah, go see a GP if its really bothering you, better to do something about it now than regretting it later.

Accipiter · 01-11-2009, 10:02 AM

Originally Posted by iSarcastix

Probably go see a GP if your worried. I can't really think of what it could be, but I know exactly what you mean, I felt like that quite a few times of the last few months, it passed with me so it might pass with you. But yeah, go see a GP if its really bothering you, better to do something about it now than regretting it later.

thats /\ just your male periods, luls.

try controlling yourself, stop blaming others around you as you said, your pushing friends away. Try breathing.