Things gone so bad

[they]

Friendship group half split up after my mate cheated on his gf, yesterday found the person I had a crush on for 3 years or more and have known since nursery probably hates me . don't know what the **** I should do now, everythings gone down the ****hole and theres nothing I can do about it. any ideas?
what breaks my heart so much is that she actually used to like me, but it was too early for me and its as if she is just disgusted by me or something.

not mentioning names to stay anonymous

[Glen Coco]

why have you got an option 'committ sucidie' >.<