Anything that I have that I must get rid of I feel a sense of loss. It sounds really stupid today I got rid of the movie and sports channel (mam wanted to) and after I got off the phone I felt somewhat annoyed and upset not so upset as in I want to cry but it was a weird feeling.
I get this most of the time, pretty much since I lost someone close to me and now it's like this with most things. I'm not sure if I'm just greedy that I just want them to have them but surely this is not normal. With the movies and sports channels I actually didn't watch them that often so why the hell am I upset over something stupid like this?
In my head I'm asking myself why am I upset but then another part is telling me to be upset and I don't know why.
It sounds ridiculous and it's not like I want to try I just feel a sense of loss.
---------- Post added 15-06-2011 at 02:16 AM ----------
If I am feeling like this now what would happen if I did lose someone else close to me, I'd be pretty much ******. I need to sort my problem before anything that may happen occurs.






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