...Well well well?
I will be leaving, probably Monday. I'm posting this the now because I feel it would be the best time for me to be able to fairly reply to everyone (and I expect some bad retorts being needed!).
[[B]if you do not wish to read the long version, for the lazy fools please click HERE to find the short, lazy version.
A lot of you may be confused (especially if you've known me the six, nearly seven years I've moped around these parts!) as to why I may be leaving?
I've spent a lot of time around here and this has to be the 'most successful' time I've had. It's probably the only time I could say I have people that may "like" me around these parts.
I have always been more than marmite. I'm that one guy everyone bites their tongue just to NOT shout out "my ******* god you are a ****!". I will never apologise for that.
I've decided to leave because I feel I'm out of "sync" with this board. I don't use habbo, I don't enjoy gaming and I generally don't know nor speak to the vast majority of you. I feel there's no use me sticking around anymore because dare I say it, most of the time I refresh the posts and find about one thread I'm actually engrossed in. That's not worth it, is it?
I think I will still pop by. I'm not just gonna bin my laptop and be done. HXF is part of my chill out. Vodka and a cig I'll read through the forums and bite my tongue from being offensive. I'll Always be on invisable but that doesn't mean I shan't reply to the occasional VM. I just won't use the forum for posting?
I think I probably will return on and off throughout my time. Next year around spring when my holiday's start again I will pop by and see everyone!
Our community we have here has a chronic issue - CLIQUES!
you need to retrieve your well placed heads, get off your knee's and actually stand up for yourselves. express your genuine opinions and be truthful with your heart. I might use this forum adversely to most and probably don't make HxF a better community in anyway (partly why i'm leaving) but at least I can be honest with myself. I have NEVER been dishonest on this forum. I doubt many of you have been honest in any one post?
I really would like to thank all of you. I'm not gonna lie, the list in which I dislike on this forum is longer than your mum's retorts to your father on why they shan't be having sex. There's a select few I would of course say I enjoyed their time, not always but mostly!
I'd like to apologise to anyone whom feel's I 'targeted' them. It's never been my intention.
I've used this forum before and experienced being targeted. It lead to me being perm banned. I think now the person (FLYING JESUS) would admit he was unjust and unfair. I hold nothing against him but I could never say he's someone I "like".
I guess the major reason I am leaving is my life - I'm a busy dude now. I'm hopefully going to progress in work, I live on my own and I really have a busy social life (when I can afford it). I'm normally not able to use the forum at peak times, when the forum is there to be used. Also being of an older age (21 in december) I feel my level of humour and to an extent my behaviour isn't that of a teenager. I'm quite crude and use more 'aquired humour', it just doesn't help!
I'd like to thank the gems on this forum:
Matt Garner:
You really are a fantastic dude. I enjoy our banter and you're avoidance of every single question I have. I will keep in contact with you by other means. You really need to open up more and be less introvert. It'll just make you seem ignorant. Recognise you're an intelligent, funny dude!
Sct:
You make my blood boil, you really do! Then again we do seem to clash so often. I love our chats about stupid **** and your angry retorts when I play you like a violin! We'll always chat Mr :]!
Davey:
you sly little hotty, I miss your banter, the arguing over acceptable colours of duck egg and of course talking literature. I hope all in uni goes well and we will keep in touch.
Infectious:
I remember when I first spoke to you, being a lowly moderator. I thought "dear me this guy is as dry as a ******* desert". You then opened up! I'm glad you did. I was able to see you were probably the most cheeky devious little tyke ever! I'll miss the "Allan you're IP banned" chats on MSN, I'll miss the "just go punch your dad" etc etc. We always had a good laugh. I guess for you you'll be glad I'm leaving (if you do return as a Mod) as we both know I truly kept you in work!
Catzsy:
ROSIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! the best old timer of all? Possible?
You are of course our "Male Smod of the Year 2011". You should be every year. I will always remember your kind words, your pretty sentences and your over-riding affection. I've never known someone whom can be so tuned to being nice that in the face of vile, horrible words you could still say in reply something equally beautiful. You just remind me of Luna Lovegood off HP!!!! You have always been an un-sung hero on this forum. You need to stop taking the **** and get gritty with it.
Undertaker:
If there's ever someone I've been tempted visiting England to slap it's you. You really piss me off continuously, that's why you're no longer allowed to discuss politics with me! You're our most intelligent member, the problem you have is you won't sit back and see it from the otherside. UKIP aren't all sun and glory. Doesn't mean lib dem aren't? take off your blinkers more, people wouldn't be afraid of replying to you once in a while. Gonna miss our "SHUT THE **** UP BEFORE I BLOCK YOU" chat's.
Buttons:
We never spoke for long, I wish we did sooner. At first I always assumed you were just a silly cow. It took me too long to notice you were just a quiet genuine girl. You should post more then people could know you better. I love our "scotland the best" tag teamsxx
Shaz:
My lil' cherub! At first you do come across as a general gossiper but that doesn't mean you are. I think your problem is people assume you're a lot older than you are, they don't justify your behaviour with all it is: growing up. You're an intelligent girl and you'll do well just make sure you keep away and aware of our lesser, more ******* stupid members? Sadly I won't be here to occasionally jump in, fling a few stinkers around and fight your battle. I'll miss that part! xx
Marketing:
Dom I know you've left now, I understand why you've left and we're both in the same boat. You're a user I've always respected and always will. You're truthful, outspoken and you defend your side. I find that the most respectable traits of all! I hope you see this and i hope you know, My reasoning for writing this tonight was me finding your leaving thread... a dying bread dying out we are! Good luck with life buddy.
Stephen:
you really are just a jumped up ****. I love it though. Took me a long time to bypass the "hating stephen" stage. Even now being more tame I still think **** AND GET OUT. But I do like you, I love your humour as it always gets me going. Well done for being genuine.
Neversoft:
Chris, we might not speak much now but I will have a great respect for the ONE AND ONLY FRIEND of Allan at one point on here, the only person who (probably through cringing) sat and listened to me and let me enjoy your company. I don't think you could ever have been a better friend, thank you oh so very much.
Bolt660:
Martin! for a long time you were my nemesis, continuously catching my bad behaviour. I really hated you for that pure reason of being chirpy whilst infractioning me... I love you for that. for a grumpy **** like me it's nice to see the other side, we've spoke a lot and I know that there's a lot going on... yet you still keep your smile. Go team martinWOOP WOOP!!
Girlnextdoor15, publicised, narnat:
I don't you enough to be honest but I like all of you! I've never had a bad word to say on any of you and especially GND15 I've always felt a bit like a big brother with our chat! I think you're really refreshing because you're all different in yourself.
Goldenmerc, Inseriosity, competitions, andy223, mr-trainor:
Ross we've been mates for years, not too much now... but I will always remember the HHGS days!
I've grouped you all together because at one stage you all annoyed me, I know why now - I just didn't like what you were saying. I like all of you because you don't follow the normal traits of habbox, having a job and changing what you are. You all speak your mind (especially you Inseriosity!) and it's a good thing. Don't stop doing that, trainor start posting more!!!!!!!!!!
Dbgtz, gommeinc, syrupymonkey, slowpoke, Jordan:
I might not show it all the time but I do like all of you, myke I know I disliked you up until recently... you were a true spineless **** but I know now you probably just knew of me by gossip. So i understand that. Dbgtz your debates/feedback we've had in the past hasn't always been good but I like going against the grain so cheers for being truthful and not just chanting ****e like most, gommeinc you're like a forefather - someone to look upto. Mad banned you, dave occasionally wants to... we all love you for it. Slowpoke congrats on the "girl mod of the year 2011" award btw, you've officially taken over from my chris and i think you're doing just fine
! Jordan I don't know you all too well but I like the fact you're not an attention ***** or mad with power.
I know there's tons I haven't mentioned, some of you I know more than others. The problem I've got is i'm terrible for memory. If I don't see you above my name daily I forget you're there - it doesn't mean I don't love you for it!
Then for the *******s, the true idiots (some).
Oli you're just power mad and always will be. Tom you're down here because I still won't forgive you. David we speak and I respect you but you truly need to look at Oli's record and back off a bit. You don't do yourself any favours. Ryan you're just an attention ***** and need to grow up. now one cares what you done with anyone. Rozi you really need to stop being a fence sitter, then when it's all your way you wanna argue about it. wixard you just seem to poke up to start a fight. Jake you might not be here but if there was ever someone whom could be an e-***** it's yourself. hot- STOP ******* TROLLING.
There's many I'd like to speak of, but I can't.
Put simply I know very little of most of you. Most people (until very recently) have avoided me. Some have been rude to be and just simply been *****. I agree maybe I had something to do with that but it's not all my fault.
I will miss the tiny whisper being a giant shouting match in the matter of a page or two in a thread, I'll miss the banter, I'll miss the .Gif ****, I'll miss it all.
Jin and Sierk make sure you concentrate more around here. Give matt more power.
Scott get a freaking assistant you fool!
Thanks to everyone, good or bad.
Especially the staff whom allow habbox to be on top.
Allan
I'll be around a day or two to reply, please ask for my new MSN email x






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