Approximately 72 hours ago I watched a film which sent me into post-movie depression. One reason was probably because I could relate to the main character of this film so much - the traumas, the pain, the general character; so it took me back to a place of my own traumas, ones which I have long overcome. Ever since watching the film I've slipped into a post-movie depression, and I'm afraid it's never going to go away. I feel as it the film had definitely "triggered" me at a certain level which caused me to react so intensely - mind you, I am not a neurotic person by any means and have great emotional tolerance, but this film hit all of my weak points. It was generally depressing too (colour scheme, setting) so that didn't help. Please could somebody advise me on what to do? I'm running out of options here, and I'd like to go back to being the strong person I was before but right now I feel so weak.
I also feel as if I can't be a boss b*tch (what I have been for the past forever) and emotionally vulnerable and in love with this movie as I am right now. I have to choose one or the other. All I'm going to take from this is that I absolutely adore the film and love it, and will forever hold it close to my heart.
P.S. please do not ask for the film because essentially it's a depiction of things I have been through (to a certain extent), and I don't want everyone here knowing them.